Dear T,

I'm not really sure what to say to you tomorrow. I mean, as if I can predict much anyways /: I kind of want to tell you how much I appreciate you because I don't think many Ts would have put up with me for as long as you have. I KNOW that I am difficult and I wouldn't want to put up with me either. You are incredibly long suffering and you never fail to take any opportunity that presents itself to let me know just how much you want to help me. Yeah, so you might trip over your words occasionally or get frustrated in a way - but T! You are such a "good enough" therapist. I feel like I don't deserve you. I feel like I'm not a good enough client back to you. I know it's not a reciprocal relationship but I just feel so insecure. I'm sorry that I don't tell you these things. Maybe I will tomorrow - depending on who shows up....