I can't stop feeling so alone and worthless. I feel like I'm a plague or something. No matter how hard I try, nobody ever stays in my life. I wish I could make new friends who would stick around. I feel like I'm completely boring and uninteresting and nobody wants to give me a fair chance to even become a friend. Even among other borderlines, I can't help but to feel alone and on an island all by myself. I know I can't control the way other people feel about me but that doesn't stop me from feeling so lonely and worthless. This is a low, empty feeling and sadly, I feel like I can't do anything to change it.