That's what my Mom thought when I was an adolescent. In actuality, my mood disorder had started and I now feel that I also had a dissociative disorder: I was not connected to myself, I did not feel that I was there, I did not feel anything and had tremendous trouble putting my thoughts together and talking. I first felt connected to myself at 32 when I had a good response to paxil. I can't believe that my parents never picked up on all of this. Psychiatrists never picked up on it, either which pisses me off.
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