I am not overweight and never have been. I am not struggling anymore. As a creator I am living by choice. My Life is only in my own responsibility. If I want something to happen I chose it to happen. If I don`t want something to happen I don`t chose it to happen. If it doesn`t work it`s a lection I can use for growth. It`s as simple as that. You just have to realize your power. But it`s paradox: In the awareness of a victim you can`t chose to be creator. So what do you do as a "victim" ?(Actually it`s an illusion; there are no victims, there are only creators. The difference is that former create unconsciously, latter create consciously.) A possibility is to ask higher levels for grace to enter the awareness of a creator. This requires the deep heart desire for a change of awareness, faith, persistence to make it happen. It`s a journey.

Blessings