Hello Fuzzybear-

I know what you mean-this describes my feelings as well. But people do care about you. I care about you. I'm certain that many people on this forum care about you. You are one of the kindest persons I have come across here. I wish that I had the answers about how to cope-I'm looking for those answers myself-but I do know that you are a kind and deserving person. I wish you all the best-you deserve nothing less.