I gave away my lunch today. I didn't care for it. I came home and then I just started sobbing uncontrollably. I've only just managed to stop myself. Got a can of energy drink by my side... I think I'll make myself something to eat and then start on the washing up. I've procrastinated so much about it that bits of food left over on the dirty plates has started to grow mold. It stinks a bit too. So I'm going to get onto it. I feel exhausted...