ROAR GRUMBLE GRUMBLE GROAN

i've been so angry and i dont understand it and i hate these feelings. it hurts so bad. i deserve whatever i do to myself, i have it coming tenfold. i'm a horrible person, just why do i have to feel this way i hate this. i would rather just be one way or the other. why do my feelings have to be EVERYWHERE

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i deserve it i deserve all the hurt in the world its all my fault i have it coming.