Ok not really.

Well, ok yes really.

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I just posted this on my wall:

There's a hole in my face where a tooth and a little bit of jawbone used to be.
...basically because of impending [though currently impacted] wisdom tooth of doom complications, I had to get rid of problem tooth as it was not a great candidate for restoration.

Well this week's been just completely stupid.

Um... I don't know, I could say I lost "a little" weight today, I guess...
Just agree with me until the pain management kicks in, OKAY?!

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But then I took it down.
I mean, I try to treat things as humorous, because most things are.
Pain sucks, though most of the time I can kind of deal with a lot of pain for a time.

I got really scared when they were taking out my tooth though.
Like, started kind of crying and whimpering. I can't explain why it was so scary. It wasn't that painful when they were doing it, but it was kind of like... What if something goes REALLYREALLYWRONG?

I don't know. I'm still a little freaked out. Not that I have a big nothing in my mouth... not the aftermath. But the experience.

It honestly scared the crap out of me at the time. There was a bit of like, primal "I might die" kind of fear welling up.

I really don't know why. I guess I want to discuss it. i don't know.
Should I even discuss it?

I knew logically that it was "going to be ok"- I didn't have any question as to the doctor's expertise or anything and we had talked about possible complications. i wasn't afraid of that.

The experience... I got really scared. Like... when I get scared of really loud unexpected noises and can't hear anything else.

I wasn't hysterical or sobbing, just kind of like... slow and deep alarm.
I'm still freaked out a bit.

I don't know. ICK.