Welcome to PC Thomi. It must be very frightening to not be able to work right now. Sometimes it takes a while to get the right combination of meds. As the meds start to work maybe you can work with your pdoc to decide what type of stress you will be able to withstand and remain stable. People have successfully worked high stress jobs while others find it too triggering. The important thing is to take care of you. Take care and I am glad you found the site.