Bad mom award goes to....me!

Lost it tonight on the boy. He had a total fit at cubs and I lost it. He threw a fit because the leader said that she was taking no more pictures and he wanted another picture taken. He threw a block of Lego (a bunch of pieces put together not a single block) and just missed hitting another boy in the eye.

I feel horrible. I have apologized to him but DH is making me feel like crap for spanking an out of control child. I already feel like ****, I don't need the guilt trip that I am being put on. fml.