Lately everyone in my life has cut me off. All my family and close friends have abandoned me. I feel so alone and unlovable.

I've been crying myself to sleep and sleeping a lot more. I feel like even my own T has left me and hates me.

Everyone seems angry and annoyed. I just want to stay in my little hole. I don't feel like I deserve to be happy anymore,I am so numb

It hurts so much and then not at all