So I've had a feeding tube in my stomach since I was a baby.... I found out today that I'll be getting it out on the 24th of February.... I am extremely thrilled about it, because I was told when I was young that I wouldn't be able to live without it and would always have it.... At the same time I am extremely anxious... While I definitely want it out, it is still a huge change for me... It has been the only thing in my life that literally has not changed since I can remember, including my parents and siblings.... It's always been around.... And although I want it gone, it's scary that I'm losing the only constant...
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