Ive been like that about the polar vortex winter weather lately. Plus i broke off part of a tooth and have an appointment at a new dentist next week, plus my lips are super chapped i dont know why and they hurt like heck and i just hope theyll be okay by next week. But the weather is very scary. I am so glad when i get safely back home. I guess i dont usually let myself feel scared. I just tough it out. Go blank. Maybe its time to feel little girl scared and talk about it in therapy? Idk.