It don't matter if I change or not.It don't matter what I do there is nobody out there for me and even if there is I won't never find it.I highly doubt someone will knock on my door and ask me out.I highly doubt someone would walk up to me cause there is no way I can walk to someone.I dont think 32 year old does that.20 year olds do it.Love for me is a waste of emotion and feeling cause no woman will ever feel the same way about me.I have no friends so I don't go out or anything like and I wouldn't know where to go if I wanted to.Its not easy making a life for yourself at 32.I don't think its possible.There is nothing about me to be confident about.