Hi
I am at work. I am a nurse. Some people would kill for my life. I live in a nice place drive a beautiful car and really don't have money problems. But I hate my life. I know I could have it worse. I have never been so unhappy. I feel even worse because I should be happy. This past month I have became a hermit in my home. I am so tired I can barely make it to the restroom. God know how i Handel work. I feel alone and it sucks. I can't keep a relationship. I try so hard. But they always leave. I don't know. For the past week or so I have been telling myself that I will be alone, if I can just come to terms with that then I am thinking I will be ok. I don't know why people don't love me. They leave me and act as if I never mattered. I hate them but I hate myself more. I don't know what to do.