Well, it's not like I can't laugh anymore but it's definitely a lot harder to pull out the emotion than it used to be. I guess I'm just noticing it more because my roommate will find something hilarious every few days and just cannot contain herself because she's laughing so hard. And I sit on the sidelines smiling but wondering what in the world do I have to do to get a reaction out of my own body like that.
And I have not cried I think... in over a year. My eyes prickle a bit now and then but nothing is really shed. Which is unfortunate because honestly crying is kind of therapeutic :/
But yeah, I find that it really helps to look for things in the past that used to make you smile and laugh and try things in the similar vein. I've been learning the ukulele and that makes me feel at peace... not happy to say but eh, maybe someday lol
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