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I would end up horrified and leave. Not because I had nothing to say. But because I've trained myself for eons to act more confident and social, and I would end up being the most social person there! I'd stand out and then I'd get embarrassed and be convinced I was annoying everyone... so I would leave.
If I was drunk and/or hypomanic, it might take a bit longer before I got to that point.
But it sure wouldn't be because I couldn't think of things to talk about... it would be because no one else would be talking and thus ALL the attention would end up on me!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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