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This may contain TRIGGERS, I think I used the right icon for a trigger warning.
So, in December, my best friend and I were fighting (arguing) like all month. I kept trying to fix it and I couldn't. I ended up having to go back to a mental health hospital, because, it triggered a manic episode and I was wanting to cut off a finger and mail it to him to show him how badly he was hurting me.
Luckily, I thought he was too..distant from me at the time for it to make any difference if I went through with that action. My fiancee talked me out of it too. She told me that he wouldn't even care if I did it...that he would probably just throw it away. I realized she was right.
Well I don't want to go into the whole story, but I want his friendship back. We had been friends almost eight years. I still haven't received an apology or anything from him yet.
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