I'm like you; I need my job. My husband and I can't make on just his Social Security. And I hate my job, but haven't been able to find anything else that pays as well. When I get home I don't any purpose or life outside of work. So I understand a lot of what you are going through.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha