I worry about others more often then I do myself but then I will turn around and not keep in contact even with my closest friends for like several days. I like having a mix of being social but not being too overly social......

I don't really understand it I have a boyfriend I adore and I am very happy with how things are going for me and him....but at the same time my two closest friends that I have known for quite a while and even had intimate relationships with, now that they are single and one of them might be possibly getting a new gf I feel out of place hanging out with them. I will hear them talking about these potential partners and what each other thinks of them. And even though the sexual side of my relationship is not there with them any more. Its hard for me not be sort of physical sort of flirticous around these people and I am afraid that, this is going to end up pissing someone else off without aiming to.

so this probably could be one reason why I avoid these people or at least try to.