I think so. The feeling that I've come here to do something. Create more beauty in the world is what I was told in meditation. I think an intense spirit has some difficulty de-calibrating into material form, memories lost but still there, the heightened sensitivity remains. Sometimes I feel like I can do what I came here to do. But sometimes I worry I've failed the task. I'm keeping doing the best I can at the different times.

Has anyone experienced a Kundalini release? I was told I was early at it. Been having times periodically of very high Kundalini energy for 20 years, starting when I was 20.