I'm still stuck in the zone of void. My mother has no wirerless connection, no DVD, not even VHS! Cable? Nope. Been reading lots of books, every time I'm ready to leave something comes up. Mostly it's the weather, but sometimes it's human needs or sickness. I'm so used to living alone I have no protection from any of the mild colds my grandson picks up at day care! But it's looking like Sunday might be a good day to start driving. I was leaving today but there's a storm in Iawa, apparently. It's been too long since I've had to drive in winter weather and I'm not going to take chances with the rental car, if it was my old heap I'd go for it. I'm soo longing to get home.
I have to say I've learned a lot I never knew about my father. Apparently he threatened many times to kill himself ---- he always had so much dislike for psych fields and know I understand why. So much more I need to have some alone time to process it all.

Can't wait to chat with everyone here. Hope you are all doing well.