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Jan 31, 2014, 07:52 PM
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Member Since: Jan 2014
Location: chicago, illinois
Posts: 14
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hello everyone. so my title is lost because thats exactly what i am... LOST. im more depressed than ever. i was living with this guy in chicago for 2 years now and he always tells me to leave when he gets mad at me. i know im not perfect but i am trying to get help. i was seeing a counselor and physcitrist and taking meds for bipolar. the reason i didnt have my meds for 2 weeks is because he was taking them so i was depressed and edgy. he knew i would b like that if i didnt have my meds but he wanted to take them to help him stop smoking weed. anyway long story short he made me leave and got me a bus ticked to my family in mississippi. im so much more depressed than before. yesterday was the first day i took my meds. i hate it here. my home is not here. its there. he says he'll bring me back there in a month and a half when i get better. how am i gonna get better with meds alone. i need my dr to talk to but shes in chicago and ive been in miss since yesterday  i was sapposed to see my dr today but im not there. im so frigging depressed. i want to go home
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