... they make me go crazy a little bit.
Today my grandmother-in-law had to be taken to the hospital and my husband is there with his mom right now and I can't get a hold of him because the cell phone reception in the hospital freaking sucks! He was supposed to be home like a while ago.
Out of desperation I tried to send him email thinking that maybe, just MAYBE he'd be on some kind of wifi and could answer THAT way. But nope.
So now I just don't know what's going on and it's killing me.
My whole week has been like this and I can't get my brain to listen to me when I'm telling it to chill the hell out.
Yesterday I had my annual review at work and the wait for THAT killed me (even though it did end up going very very well). So that was a plus.
Sigh. I'm not good at waiting it out.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder
Seroquel XR 100mg
Labetalol for high blood pressure