It's really hard to find a reason sometimes but I think one of my favorites is to share the love that has been shared with me. Or to do the things I've always wanted to do. Sometimes when I feel hopeless I just sit outside and meditate. And then I think about all the dreams that I have for the future and things I definitely want to do before I give up. I look at where I've been and where I'm going and think hey maybe it's alright for now but I can get to that nice place someday. I'm still growing and there are a lot of people much worse than me and I may be small and weak but at least I have a good heart so even if I'm general not that helpful at least I can help balance the scale and move the world in the direction that I think is a good one. And now I'm babbling sorry if this didn't help >_<