I hate my life. This one thought has been going through my mind all day everyday for the past few weeks. I have never been this depressed in my life, I just cut even deeper a few days ago, I am still too scared to actually commit to seeking help. I have only seen the school psychologist once, I no longer feel comfortable confiding in trusted friends and I have an extremely low self esteem at this point. I cannot focus on schoolwork at all, I cannot sleep very well at all and I am not eating very well. I have lost a few pounds recently when I should be gaining instead. Like the name suggests, I am feeling stuck right now