Hey guys.
This is my first post so I hope it's everything alright with it.

We've been together for about 6 moths and... yeah you could say we're pretty happy with each other, but there is one very big problem:
I have depression (as a sickness, not a feeling) since the 6th grade (I'm in 10th now). I ran away from school, jumped of a bridge to kill myself, got caught and taken to the psychiatry. I still think about that a lot.
I told my girlfriend, because she just had to know to understamd my behavior. You know, I just sometimes start crying for no obvious reason (what is really embarrassing for me, I'm a boy...) or I'm suddenly angry/sad or something. So I told her and she was really upset (for a reason, I guess). I told her the whole story via Whatsapp, cause I can't talk about that face to face. I would start crying and she wouldn't understand a word. So it took many nights and she was listening. Now, every time when we argue (which is not too often... but enough) she's complaining about I stole her nights and so on. That hurts a lot!
Also she just doesn't care about the fact that I have depression. She's just not understanding that I need a lot of attention. I sometimes think about trying to kill myself again and I tell her about that. She's just saying that she doesn't want me to and she would be very sad if I do.
And then again, she complains about I'm stealing her time. I'm just trying to tell her what's wrong but she doesn't give a sh...

I guess she'll never understand what's really wrong. At the time, I stopped talking about myself, but that just makes it worse. Now she's telling me she want to know when I'm sad and so on. Later, she'll be annoyed again. I don't understand it.

You know, I really love her, but our relationship is a bit complicated now...
I don't want to loose her!