Hi,

I've had depression, psychosis
, eating disorder which I still suffer from today. I am struggling to open up with cmht and really want to kill myself that plans to the last detail are nearly done it's just the date left. I really want to open up but as they have let me down so many times I'm scared to. I have people putting stuff in my head telling me how everyone is out to harm me and how they are plotting to kill me and I should donut first.

How can I be open with a cpn? I have explained how hard it is for me but they just don't understand.

I don't know what to do I'm so scared that the my are taking over.



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