I actually have a big problem going on with me and there are many changes going on in my life. I am now living in an assisted living place and this is because of my frequent stays at the hospital. It's not so bad though, we feel safer there than with my parents. The thing is I've been there since Friday and I met up with this guy on Saturday and we talked for like 4 hours and all was good. Then on Sunday I was with him talking and I switched and found myself somewhere else than I remember and well I guess we did some things. This is something that I, Jennifer, would not do, I can't even say, write, even type the word about what happened. That's how much I am separated from this part and the other parts like her. Well see then I talked to my T about this on Monday and she didn't think it was a bad thing and just thought I should get on birth control or whatever. But then Monday night I found myself at his place and again we had done some things. Jenny, my part told me that nothing was used. So now I am really worried about maybe getting pregnant, it's been on my mind all the time and I am so worried about it. I told this guy about what happened to me the last two nights, or tried to, I don't know if he understood though. I don't want to lose him, we are getting really close and we like eachother. What should I do? Any suggestions, cause I got to feel a little better about all this.
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