Knowing why you feel the way you do will eventually make it less horrific as you go through it. This is a great place to come to talk. I agree with what PrairieCat said. You may be tempted to tell others because now it makes sense why you feel the way you do... don't. Personally I don't think people should even tell family and friends. They won't understand and it will change their attitudes and views if you. It's not your fault but there is a stigma and you need to be selective of who you are open with about this information. Err on the side of not telling. Come here for hugs. We understand you! You're not alone and there is nothing to be ashamed about.

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