I know that I isolate myself for a lot of reasons. Sometimes when I feel as though I cannot communicate how horrible I feel I will isolate myself to show others that I am not alright. Most of the time when I isolate myself it is because I just cannot handle human contact. The most I can usually deal with is someone rubbing my back. When I get really bad I cannot talk...I do not even want to lift my head.
Being alone hurts...but sometimes being with others is just as bad.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>