Yep, it is so hard to keep my heart going. The person I loved the most does not like the new (more like the original) me. Luckily, the A-holes closest to me physically, are not in very good health.
My body, joints, and organs hurt, plus I have multiple scratches (from walking in the woods and my (Hubbs) dog, shingles (genital herpes?), and need glasses.
But I am determined to keep my physical form here as long as I can bear it.
I guess I need to be a Bear. My star sign is Capricorn the Goat, which seems to explain a lot. But I don't put much faith in that astrology stuff.