I'm already behind because I failed a couple required classes last semester and I can't take them again until next year. It's stressful because I just don't see cutting back as an option. I can't take six years to graduate. If rather just drop out of school entirely. I often feel like I never should've come because these are all unresolved issues from high school. It started getting bad during my sophomore year but I kept on pushing myself and doing worse and hating myself for it. When I got to school my parents weren't worried about finding me a therapist at all. They said I didn't need one. When I'm unhappy they tell me to push through, work harder, and to tell myself that I will be happy - that happiness is a choice. It was my decision to see a therapist this semester because I know I'm doing worse, and it's the first time it's been my choice and I'm more open to talking about things. I just never get to see her because our school clinic always closes for snow. I'm ranting, thanks for all of the advice.