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Dear T,

I am dreading our next session. I am so embarrassed at the texts that I sent to you this week about feeling like I was so fat I don't deserve to live. I am embarrassed that I was starving myself yet you cannot notice any difference. How will I sit there and tell you that I have been restricting my food, yet I am so a whale I know you will understand, its not your reaction I am worried about, I am just aware of how pathetically weak I will sound.