I would rather not speak to family members, and I have lost interest in many activities. I do self medicate, or try to at least. These past few sessions have been pure hell for me, but I don't want to quit for some reason. I'm talking about smoking weed by the way. I did make a nice breakfast this morning, maybe actually getting decent nutrition will help.

I have told my mother about these feelings I am experiencing but she has yet to make an appointment with my doctor.