I've been hospitalized 9 times and just after this recent time they finally tell me I've this crap! WTH? Its all in charts and they are just now telling me I have this and I had this? I'm so lost. I'm sad, I'm angry and so confused. My friends don't understand and my or what used to be my biggest supporter my mom doesn't even try to understand and is making it all worse by putting me down and hurting me with her words. I don't know what to do..........