People say be confident and learn to like yourself or whatever but I never felt any of that before so I wouldn't know how to begin to feel it.I just don't think there is anything about me to like or feel confident in.My 16 year old step sister rated my personality few months ago as 8.7 so I guess thats good.I thought she was gonna say 2.0 or something.To answer the above I don't go out.I haven't had a friend since the one I had back in 2001.He went behind my back and dated a girl I liked and he stole from me so I stayed away from him.I just dont like going out cause it feels weird.When u just stay at home 99 percent of the time and then go shop at walmart or something it feels weird and I feel like people are looking at me and making fun of me. I just think if I make a friend that they would just use me since I can be to trusting in people sometimes.Like I said before I don't go out to bars and stuff I mean I wouldn't know where to go and besides younger people do that not 32 yrs olds.I dont think people like me and my age can make friends or anything cause most people my age has enough friends as it is probably.I just don't try cause I just don't want all the drama and crap that goes along with it and I don't want to feel love again cause for me its a waste of feeling and make me miserable since everyone I ever liked rejected me and I assume the reason they didn't like me was maybe they think I was ugly or weird or different or whatever.I mean I haven't asked a girl out since 2001.I just feel like I am a chick repellant so I don't feel like its worth trying to get a girlfriend.Every girl that I liked probably didn't give a **** about me.I was in grade school or just graduated the last time I liked someone.I graduated school in 1999.I dont have a job.I havent worked in about 3 years and I live with my mom and step dad which I am sure chicks really dig that.I dont own a car and I live in rural south Georgia so there is no public transportation around here.