I've spend most of my day sleeping. Haven't gone anywhere other than just outside my door to let the dog out to pee. At one point I woke up in tears. Don't remember the dream. I feel so drained... So very low. And I feel so bad for getting mad at my boyfriend who woke me up by ringing me. I don't want to do anything. Just sleep... And I keep having horrible mental images of me hurting myself. Why am I even here?