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Originally Posted by Frankbtl
Hi, it's really good that you've been able to let out how you're feeling but it does sound like you're bottling some stuff up?
Maybe they could offer you better support advise if they knew what was really going on for you, right down the line, and they may even be able to allay your worries about them being disappointed or betrayed, so maybe tell them a little bit more.
But otherwise do you have anyone who you can tell everything to instead of bottling things up, which has to make things even harder for you? Although there's still us!!
As for your meds, if they're a new combination do you think they may not have had time to "kick in" enough yet? Some can take a while. Although maybe worth checking in with your pdoc (?) then even if they've not had time to work yet they may be able to give you something to tide you over until they do.
Alison
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I really don't want to tell this to my family. I'm my father favorite daughter, I'm my sister support. I can't tell them that I never trully care about them, dispite I had always made a big effort in order to do so. I'm a pretender.
But yes, I guess I can talk with my doctor abouth this. Is just that my parents aren't realy good with empaty and sharing emotions. And I can't let down my syster in this way, because even so, she is the only person in whom I can trust and I know it would let her down. Knowing my family has I do, I know it would have the opposite effect in relation of what you were saying.
I prefer to say here. My next appointment is in a month, I'm on my meds on 3 weeks, but I guess there isn't a single slight change, because I feel so locked in the moment. I use to have focous on school and like to watch series (I've been depressed my whole life), but know i'm constantly forgotting about collegue, about studing and I can't watch series anymore... I'm tired of trying meds and waiting and have my life depending on the waiting time. I'm tired of believing this is the one that will work...but over the years I just get worst. I'm losing my life and my future.