I have erotic transference.
I didn't want to talk about it with my therapist but he asked me questions like- do you want to touch me, tell me about it, what touches do you like, how do you like to touch me, what do you want to do with me.
I was confused. I just couldn't answer. Even if I wanted I just can't speak about it.
When I was trying to tell him what I want to do with him here and now I just went crazy of wanting him, my body was burning. It's such a hell to want someone who you can't have.
And yeah my feelings became stronger. It's obsession.

But people are different. I'm just too emotional and sometimes I can't control myself (even in sessions).
But I would really like to tell him all of my darkest dreams about him.