Nobody is tired of reading your story because many of us live it every day in our own ways. I have no doubt from reading all of it that you are bipolar I ... So am I ... So are many of us. I could go on and on about the parallels in our behavior and feelings. If you want I can but in short they are there. I specially relate to starting big things then stop. Maybe I will show you the ten or fifteen paintings I started but never finished before starting some new one. I haven't painted in over a year now. Medication I guess "fixed" me? Then I get sick of being fixed and stop and get manic and that's when hypersexuality takes hold. So anyway good luck with your PhD and if it's any comfort I was able to get my Masters degree with this so I think you can make it too.

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