When I had my worst, longest depressive episode I basically slept around the clock. When I wasn't sleeping I was in bed, staring at the wAll. I got up to shower once in awhile but I didn't eat except for maybe a piece of toast or some cereal. Thy even locked me out of my room when I went to the hospital but I would just lay on the back couch instead. I totally get the exhaustion.
I'm glad you're feeling better! This is a step in the rigt direction. Sometimes you just need more hell than you can get outside.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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