I am going insane, the more that I am here with my ex it hurts so much. I have phoned lifeline a few times and they help but the problem is never solved.

Ex came home today as he is an inpatient in a psych hospital. He printed out some papers that I saw so that him and his new partner (also a patient at same hospital) can go to this march today.

It so hurts in the 15 years we were together he would never do this march with me and there he is doing it with his new partner.

I can't take the hurt much more.

I have applied to move out but they seem to be so selective I can't get anything.

I am not coping