Uh oh, still at home. I'm 100% not going back now. Like, I think if I do get sanctioned or something, I would rather that than have to be forced to work somewhere in which I'm so uncomfortable. Other people may be able to cope and deal in situations like that, but I can't. Everybody deals with things differently, and I can't deal with anything. Life itself, it's just too much. It's so complicated and frustrating.