I had similar feelings and couldn't (or wouldn't) say them aloud so I emailed her and said "this is silly I know" then launched into this childlike fantasy where she comes in sand 'saves' me so to speak. I told her how embarassed I was at feeling this. She totally welcomed it and said this was a very good step for me. Fantasies are ok to discuss in therapy and how it related to her was very important for her to help me. I would say, my diclosure of this, was instrumental in many ways in helping us move into the next phase.....

I say, be brave and try for a little more disclosure on this, you may be pleasantly surprised.