I think I know a few that has this, one is a recovered anorexic. What might make them different from other sufferers is that they make food their mission and everyone that doesn't eat exactly like them "wants to be ill" and if I'm not well it's blamed on food at once and on my "gross" eating habits.

I have to say, it does affect me and I have become to believe my eating habits are completely horrifying. I try to eat well for the little money I have and I don't get a lot of processed food at all and a lot of veg. But that is not the way, I'm bombarded with.

I'm told about all the unhealthy things I need to cut out of my diet, like all gluten food, all dairy, all beans and lentils, all nightshade, all non free roaming meat, most starches, some fruit and of course all processed and non organic stuff.

I do feel bad now for eating those horrible starchy veggies and having milk. Maybe I deserve to be ill? Maybe it is true every illness WOULD go away if I was stricter?

Also I eat too much. They eat one eco egg and that is dinner. Their eating seems healthy to me so it's so close assuming it's actually me and not them. But then I see the aggression they show when questioned the slightest, they go completely mad at me, then I realize maybe their ways are not the best?

I really have no idea..... I'm so torn here.