So yesterday afternoon I wanted to punch my moms boyfriend in the face and then keep going. It took just about all the effort I had to restrain myself, I even had my fist clench and in my mind I was telling myself 'give me one good reason why I shouldn't' and well I thought of a couple good reasons.

But yeah essentially he tried to imply I didn't deserve to receive food stamps because I smoke cigarettes. I could understand him maybe bringing up that I could use money I spend on cigarettes for food if I was buying a carton every week and going outside to smoke every 10 minutes. But I typically buy 2 to 5 packs a month if that and I really don't think its any of his business.

But yeah not sure why that made me so mad, and I really only posted this here because I didn't really have anger issues before the PTSD, then again I probably was right to be angry...but it bothers me a bit I wanted to hurt someone even if they did say something really stupid and triggering.