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Originally Posted by Starling.
I'm sorry you're in this situation, it sounds really difficult. Try not to be too hard on yourself though; there are two of you involved in this, he is responsible too and it sounds like he's being quite unfair on you. Would it be worth maybe having a chat with him and letting him know you need some space and it would be best if you don't hang out for a while?
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Thanks Starling, if I could I would. It's the flip flopper in me, I say I can't see him anymore and then I buckle and panic. I don't seem to be able to remember the bad times in the relationship, even if I write them down and recognize them I still don't feel them. I wish I was could feel some sense of anger towards him, some sort of injustice because I know for the time being that would help, if I could get a month or even a couple of weeks in without seeing him I would be fine.