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Originally Posted by technigal
I dated a guy like this. I knew he saw other women, he would actually leave me to go on a date with someone else and come back to me after that date was over. I hated myself for allowing this to happen but the moments we were together kept giving me hope for the future. In reality my ex was emotionally abusing me. He knew that I could not say no to him and he used me for sex when he couldn't get it elsewhere. He did not care about me at all. It was hard to completely end things and it really wasn't until meeting my husband that I was able to put this jerk behind me.
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It is those moments too where I dreamily think things are going to work out, and then boom he's gone again. He never was very serious about me anyways, I really think he just needed me over the holidays so he wasn't alone. Ha, I may be on this site all day just to keep myself from seeing him. I think I'll go to gym and go for a tan for some fake sunlight. Maybe that will help. I know I am going to work out like crazy!
I wish I had more single friends, all my friends are in relationships. Even my one friend who is so much like me in personality and life style has met someone who loves her and is sticking it out with her, who doesn't bail when it gets hard or uncomfortable. It leaves me to finding another guy to have someone to hang out with. So hard at this age to meet female friends who like to do stuff.