Well, so far I am pulling it off. I went in at 8:00 and spent the first hour reading new client notes. Then I called my main office for messages and thought I had forgotten my voice mail box number. It had been reset because they deleted me for two months. So I am not that crazy. I think my depression led to people misunderstanding me a lot before I left. I also think I was seeing things through a thick and nasty fog. My big super meeting is tomorrow at 1:30. Hmm, hope it's okay. I am not sure how much I want to say about where I am emotionally. I was going to come home and sew but instead I am in bed with my nightie. My back hurts. I had to do a lot of filing today and someone had messed with my files and forms so it took forever to figure that out. All in all I guess I am on top of things today. Had a weird conversation with a co-worker, asked her what she had told the big super about me over-reacting to things. I do not remember doing what she is said and I think I was misunderstood. That or the depression had me more then I was aware. So I am limping along. Today is my 19th anniversary. Been together 21. Thanks for all of the good wishes. Keep them coming till I get through tomorrow. I decide based on this meeting if I stay or go.